Each phase of the year is designed to strip something away and offer something back. The order matters. The duration matters. The place matters.
Your year opens with a guided ibogaine treatment, conducted in Thailand under the care of a trained logotherapist and supporting medical team. This is not a recreational experience. It is a deliberate confrontation with the patterns, regrets, and unspoken meanings you have been carrying — surfaced in a single, supported session, then integrated in the days that follow.
Thirty days as a Buddhist monk in a temple in Isan, the rural northeast of Thailand. You will follow the full daily rhythm of monastic life: alms rounds at dawn, chanting, hours of seated and walking meditation, simple meals, complete silence in the evenings. The mind, deprived of its usual inputs, learns to sit with itself.
Two months living near and serving at a local orphanage. You will cook meals, clean dormitories, repair what needs repairing, and spend time with the children — nothing more, nothing less. There are no metrics, no certificates. The work is the point. The self begins to dissolve into the people in front of you.
Six months teaching English at a local village school, supported by formal coursework and supervised practice that earns you an internationally recognized ESL Teacher certification (TEFL/TESOL equivalent). You learn by giving knowledge — and you walk out the other end with a credential you can carry into any country, any season of life.
The final three months are spent counseling new arrivals at the start of their own transcendent journey, under supervision. You walk the new cohort into the same fire you walked into a year ago — and in doing so, complete the cycle that began with your own ceremony. Meaning, once found, must be given away.
If even one threshold made you lean forward, that's enough to start a conversation.
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